i’ve been feeling quite separate from myself lately – as if i haven’t been as open and accepting as i can be. i want myself to know that i am a haven. this being is a safe nest of love, acceptance and light, and i love and am grateful for ALL parts of myself. i am where i belong. and i do not need to change or alter myself in any way in order to be deserving of love and support. having a bit of a hard time and feeling like i don’t belong has made me so much more conscious of the way i view and treat myself. this being is my home and i am so grateful to simply have the skin on my bones and the kindness in my heart. that is all i’ll ever need.
i love the parts of me that question my worth and tell me i’m not good enough. i love the opportunity to welcome those fears and insecurities, to greet them with compassion and light. i love the opportunity to show those parts of myself that we don’t need to be afraid, that this world and all the love within it is available to us. it is made FOR US, BY US. beneath and throughout it all is bliss. nothing you are hiding from is worth sacrificing truth and love to avoid. it’s okat to feel flat, it gives your mind and body the most sacred opportunity to demonstrate how with love we can heal ourselves. we can choose love and kindness, we can choose whether we overcome and diffuse negativity or whether we succumb to it. we can choose to relish in the opportunity we’re given to teach ourselves, to learn from ourselves, to explore the innate wisdom residing within us. we can choose to grow, by letting go of expectations, preconceptions, illusions. by dying to the past and basking in the joys of the ever-changing present.
i’m feeling, in this moment: sad, alone, precarious and hopeful. i am excited to eventually be so comfortable within myself and my being that i can break down the walls i have built up that keep me separate from my fellow beings of the earth. my time here in this incarnation is so precious and i want to spend as much of it as possible living from a place of love and acceptance rather than from a place of fear.