i’ve been feeling kinda weird and anxious today. and for most of yesterday actually. i do wonder what to do. probably just haven’t been meditating as much as is good for me. i am feeling very creative lately though! i just did some sketching for the first time in a while. and continued a little poem i started on my bush walk yesterday. i do want to do something with my art but i’m scared to become dependent on external opinions and validation. i think i need to familiarise myself with my creativity and relearn/unlearn a lot of things first.