i am flawed. there is no unrealistic idolization, there does not have to be any deceit or false promises. i am able to show up for myself entirely and truthfully and break the cycle of care and love meaning disappointment! does that make sense? like i am the one – the only one – who can break that cycle and teach myself the truth of love because i can see all of me, all my intentions and all my heaviness and density. and as long as i am open and honest with myself and always on a journey to grow and unravel any stagnancy or darkness, then these things can not effect me negatively. but yeah, i think it’s so important to catch yourself in those moments where your evolutionary brain is working out of a place of fear and seeking comfort.