Thursday, 15th July 2021

i’m so thankful for the sun. fucking instant dopamine!! from the sky!! the sun is so far away and somehow the sunshine reaches MY LITTLE HEAD and paints me with freckles and makes my hair golden and my eyes brighter and LITERALLY, in a chemical sense, brings me happiness!! literal happiness that comes all the way from space!! into my little heart!!

ran to the little jetty to meditate in the most magical wind i’ve ever felt. it felt like the wind was telling me all the little secrets it had picked up on its way across the land and water. i felt it flow through my skin, rather than across it. i think it picked up some of my secrets, too.