Thursday, 14th April 2022

i’m feeling pretty alone as of late. i feel like there’s no one in my life who i show all of myself to – which means that i must be that person for myself. because really you are the only one who could ever see or understand all the parts of you the world doesn’t see. this is where we come back to the premise of being your own easiest person to confront and confide in. and that shit’s hard!!! there are so many cyclical lessons – like this one – that take SO MANY cycles, years, lifetimes, to learn. it is the pattern of knowledge, a lesson must fall away from you in order for you to catch it again. what fun would all this be if we learnt it all the first time? you’ll learn it a million trillion times in this lifetime, and probably a million more times in a million more lifetimes. that’s the beauty, there’s always more to learn. it must begin with being honest with yourself – knowing that you love and accept yourself fully and letting yourself be vulnerable in the safety of that knowledge. it is an absolute fact of life that we are the only ones who have the ability to know us and to love us to our core. i fucking love this little book. it feels like purpose. if all i have is a pen, and experience and a little book, then i am fulfilled.