basically i’ve just been in between objectives all day, rather than being. and i know that what i’m experiencing right now is pure boredom. all i’m really craving is adventure, but anything can be an adventure! it feels like my soul and the parts of me that know what waits for me over the horizon are creating this friction between me and my current surroundings to propel me forwards. but i really do not need to force anything. i don’t NEED a spontaneous airbnb acid trip in berkeley vale. and i don’t NEED to be surrounded by others for some stimulation. what i do need is to stay grounded and aligned with myself and my witnessing in order to be ready for and open to the delicious adventures that approach.