feeling mostly guided by desire today, it’s kind of crazy noticing the lack of other motives when you seperate yourself from your desires. like what else is there that drives you?
finding comfort in your discomfort
comfort and desire do not exist, and they have no power over your actions.
you have seen this quitting nicotine and drugs that would numb and sedate you. and in beginning to feel emotions you previously would have shied away from. desires come from a thirst for comfort, but true comfort and security don’t exist. so desires act as distractions that numb us from the truest experience of living. not communicating this very well! desires are not motives, but distractions, true motives come from higher self and intuition!

comfort and satiating desires is not what you’re looking for! you are looking for ways to honour your higher self, which is in the end a personification + extension of the lifeforce and the universe. a search for the illusion of perpetual comfort hinders this.

jeez louise! i seriously have such a humongous love for existence! the more i learn and the more i let myself feel, the more nourished my soul feels. i was thinking today: the best way for me to break down a feeling is to look at it from the opposing perspective – since everything is born from and fueled by its contradiction.