i need some courage. i need courage and i need the strength to come through for myself here. i need to take a leap into the unknown. i need not to be scared of feeling, of crying, of being alone. because it is in my loneliness where i keep my greatest friend, where i do my most good, and where i learn my most enchanting lessons. these feelings are prophetic wisdoms from a higher place, it is up to me now, in the present, to honour those feelings, and to act in alignment with my truths and boundaries.