spring!!!
i’m actually quite surprised how hard i’m finding it to be genuine with my entries in here. i think it’s because i haven’t really written anything in a while, it’s hard to find my voice again. usually i try to ignore my inner monologue - especially lately. i think i’ve been trying to drown it out with constant media consumption. but by writing stuff down i’m reconnecting with it and i think that’s going to be really good for me. i’m hoping that acknowledging my thoughts will re-tether my mind to my body because i’ve been feeling extra floaty recently. and hopefully if i start registering what my mind needs i’ll start taking care of my physical self as well. 
it sounds like really basic stuff but i feel like i need to get to know myself all over again. so baby steps.